Category Archives: Diary Entries

Being Worth Being Loved Whole…

And the moon looked down at her and said: ‘you are too full of everything that makes you whole to ever be loved in halves’. April Green I have taken a hiatus from writing here, because I ended something. It was important and significant to me, and I haven’t been in a healthy mind setContinue reading “Being Worth Being Loved Whole…”

In the Eye of the Storm…

It usually begins with a burst of creativity.  I awake feeling inspired and full of energy.  I find the songs the wee birds sing outside my window endearing and sweet.  A welcome change to my usual temperament that wants to scream at the squawking assholes for interupting my much needed sleep.  It feels as thoughContinue reading “In the Eye of the Storm…”

World Bipolar Day 2021…

Hello my friends.  It has been awhile, I know.  The past year has been a difficult one, for sure.  A grey hue seems to be enveloping everyone on the planet.   An icky blanket of negativity permeating everything from special occasions to canceled events to the day-to-day struggle of coming to terms with the globalContinue reading “World Bipolar Day 2021…”

The Seduction of Hypomania

The true duplicity of Bipolar is what makes it both incredibly difficult to diagnose and grueling to live with.  Everyday you must consider each emotion you are feeling and contemplate the following: Am I feeling this way because something/someone is triggering me?  Is this a manifestation of the Bipolar brain? Or, am I simply experiencingContinue reading “The Seduction of Hypomania”

Sink or Swim?

Sometimes I feel like I am lying when I tell people that I have Bipolar 2.  Because sometimes I can almost forget that I do.  When I have a couple of good days, weeks or months, I can almost convince myself that I am neuro-typical and that I can lead a neuro-typical life.   That isContinue reading “Sink or Swim?”